I have several motivations for initiating what I believe will be my most personally challenging and ambitious project up to this point in my life (challenging partially b/c I'm not sure I have the discipline to carry this through to the end -- but please help!):
- The start of a new year is a good reason -- the best time to begin a new project is at the beginning of a calendar year, starting fresh.
- A solid, thought-provoking book is also positive inspiration for starting this project, and Bishop Schnase's book provides enough food for thought, and perhaps some of you are already familiar with this reading (perhaps at some point your congregation also read this resource?).
- For far too long, and in too many different contexts, I have suffered under the strain of un-radical hospitality. In fact, since my recent move to Saint Louis, I've been reminded more and more often of the embarrassment, discomfort, and frustration of being a new visitor in an unfamiliar and seemingly unwelcoming congregation. I've found myself more often than not sitting quietly in church pews, remembering my graduate school days when I, being a car-less Methodist, walked to a quaint little Episcopal church on Sunday mornings, where for three whole years I was continuously asked if I were a first-time visitor (yes, all true, and I'm fairly certain I was the only Vietnamese American in the place).
Why am I doing this? It's not simply because I have strong feelings and need a forum to gab about how much it sucks to be a stranger walking into a house of worship -- to be gawked at, prayed over, awkwardly greeted and then ignored in pietous silence. Ultimately, I want to explore and discover what it means to be a perpetual newcomer, to be a recognized as a welcomed visitor, to be challenged as as fellow disciple in our houses of worship, in our faith communities.
Let the journey begin...
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